I Dreamt I Met Weil

I was tired yesterday, so I went to bed at 6:30 PM.

In my dream, Weil was giving a slideshow presentation to a large group of people.

After she finished the presentation, I asked to speak with her. She seemed excited to talk to me.

We stood next to a table in the corner of the room, and I pulled out the biography about her life written by her best friend.

I handed it to her and told her it was "a book from the future."

What stunned me was that she casually flipped through the pages without too much care about what happened to her in the future or how she died.

Instead, we briefly talked about math and completing the squares. When she talked to me, she really did show total and utter attention in what I said and the world around her.

I really did feel in that moment as if she saw God in the world around her.

It reminds me of what I must work on; attention to others has always been something incredibly important to me, but since late 2025 and today I have been more detached from this world. Mainly system building, abstract thought, and being burnt out from having a physical form.

A conclusion I have: such attention is greatly made possible by the having of roots.

What roots can exist for someone of my circumstances?

There is nothing more holy than unfiltered attention to the other…